Some days I still can’t believe she’s real.
Just three short months ago my life was so different. This little girl is full of so much life and so much happiness and so much beauty…I do not deserve such a wonderful little girl.
Nick must be a saint, because I certainly have done nothing to deserve such a precious gift.
I’m still so unsure how to live up to the giant task that is being Eve’s mom.
And I know that none of us deserve any of the blessings God has given us. And I know that I will screw it up. But it just feels like the stakes have never been this high.
How does life change so quickly and how are we expected to adjust so heroicly?
God guide me. Spirit fill me. Jesus love me.
This is my only hope in surviving parenthood.